Quit being a wussy.

margaritas^Being attractive.

I’ve decided to quit being a wussy and come back to the blogosphere.

There’s only so long a person can go wallowing in disillusionment of Self and blogger’s block.  Life is still interesting, it is still good, and we’ve got stories to tell, so I’m back.

“Heeeeeeeere’s Johnny!”

^That’s how I feel.

And, hello, what’s the use of going through realizations and learning experiences if you’re going to play like its not happening?  And then there’s the trouble of wanting to explain something no one explained to me, like credit cards and insurance in foreign countries, but I can’t very well pretend I didn’t make this Beatles Farewell Tour of a last post and move on all nonchalant.

So here we are.  I just wanted you to know I’m still around, still figuring out food, relationships, how to travel (and if its ok to travel for fun), God-stuff, etc.

The past couple weeks have involved neglecting my worshipful dog, humming M.I.A’s Paper Planes all day at work, Margarita Mondays (and Wednesdays, and what’s wrong with Thursdays?) re-discovering the Psalms, and paying off half my debt*.  There’s been much psychoanalysis (mostly thanks to my brother, who’s tripping at his own self-realizations) and much Justified watched. I’m officially visiting my newlywed friends in Nebraska in September and my brother and friend are officially visiting me in a couple weeks.

And work? Its not as crazy as it used to be, and judging by my schedule (I open every day I work…like a pro…which causes me to realize I am their 2nd longest-running employee these days) I am loved and needed.  Woop woop!

Consider yourself updated.

On a sidenote, remember disasters?  I had a disaster riding my bike home from Safeway the other day; I crashed into a pole, shattering the glass olive oil bottle and eliciting laughter from the guys at the bus stop.  I was cool though.  I finished the ride home, returned for the oily shards of glass, and pouted at Safeway.  Safeway has the best customer service ever and got me another bottle, which I did not shatter on the way home.  How ’bout them apples for entertainment?!?!

*Fist pump!

Soul-work

Hey guys,

please excuse the Quiet for the next little bit.  I think its finally sinking in that I’m back in America and in debt for the foreseeable future, and I’m having a rough time adjusting.  Its not surreal anymore, its just kind’ve a sad detachment, which is why the past few posts have been shit writing.  And I’m realizing sad things, like how I’m still selfish and still take advantage of others, how I’m so stubborn I embarrass the ones I love, and how I’m actually only vegan because it “saves” me from that pesky old eating disorder.

In lieu of the soul-work and stillness I’m craving, I am not going to post anything here until I have something of value to say.

Cheers.

What I’m eating these days

After paying rent and getting my Savings account in check, I went out and invested in twenty-four pint-sized mason jars, some sprouted quinoa, various veggies, bulk legumes,  and the “supplies” necessary to brew my own kombucha.

The kombucha is the big splurge; a bottle at the store runs form $2.99 (at Safeway) to $3.99 (at AJs), and the stuff is addicting. If you’ve never tried the effervescent nectar of the gods, you must.  I recommend you try GT Dave’s “Trilogy”, as its juicier than, say, the Original.  Kombucha is a fermented tea with millions of probiotic microorganism awesomes hanging out inside.  People swear by kombucha’s “healing” properties.  I won’t go so far, however, when I’m drinking kombucha consistently I do fancy myself feeling better.

Drinking kombucha consistently means spending three to four dollars every other day or so, and that, friends, is not feasible for me.  I want to spend my money wisely, and while I’m into investing in oneself, I’m not into waste.  Especially if there’s a better way.

The better way here is brewing my own kombucha, so with this woman’s step-by-step plan, I’ve begun the SCOBY-growing process!

When I imagine what being “home” is like, I imagine my dog lounging somewhere, chickens strutting around outside, a veggie garden, and kombucha fermenting in my pantry.

Two down, right?

So that’s that.

The food I invested in is just that; an investment.  Your diet affects the way you feel and think, which affects he way you interact with and experience the world. The way you treat the machine, my old man was fond of saying, is the way the machine will treat you.  I soaked black beans last night, froze half the soaked beans, and simmered the other half for two hours this arvo.  I sauteed onions, mushrooms, and bell peppers with garlic in coconut oil and steamed some broccoli.  And that Tru Roots Sprouted Quinoa Trio I splurged on? I made that, and threw everything together in a huge pot.  That’s what I’m eating these days.

And I’m storing the remainder in portion-perfect mason jars, along with the cut veggies I didn’t use tonight.  This way my lazy ass can just plop everything together in a pot without even thinking, and ten minutes later I’ll have a meal!  And look how prettay this all looks!

I wanna hash-tag this as gettingstokedabouthealthfulliving.

Bon appetit!

BrewingSoonThe suppliesCompletionStorage

A cynic hops on the bandwagon.

Or, why I am an (almost) official Arbonne consultant.

For those of you who don’t know, I’m a gluten-intolerant vegan with budget and time constraints, and I intend to travel a good many places and help people along the way.  I’m a huge believer in Chris Guillebeau’s main blog premise;

You don’t have to live your life the way other people expect you to. You can do good things for yourself and for other people at the same time.

I want a vibrant life and believe vibrancy and service are not mutually exclusive.  We can be happy and helpful.

I also believe in not ravaging the world He so lovingly created. I don’t believe the command to “subdue” the Earth meant abuse, genetically modify, and disregard the animals here.  Or the environment at large.  I believe everything ought to be treated according to its kind, and I’m learning how to live consistently with these truths.

This matters for are cosmetic products, for the food we eat, for the way we commute to work, etc.  It matters whether or not are eye-shadow was poured into animals eyes before being put onto the shelves, and it matters where the packaging for our protein shakes wind up when we’re through.

My friend Lisa is an Arbonne consultant, meaning she joined Arbonne and now goes around coaching people on the toxins in our everyday products and how to live healthfully.  She’s been my supplier of free Arbonne awesomeness for almost a year, be it the gluten-free, vegan protein shakes or the miracle night cream I use that makes it look like I’m well-rested at work.

Arbonne products are 100% vegan, gluten-free, plant-based, and actually have a neutral carbon footprint.

Lisa has been trying to convince me I could make a living doing what she does, but I am a cynic and I am lazy, and kept telling her no and waiting until she offered more samples.  I love this stuff; the idea of selling it though seemed like a scam.  Or kind’ve a sell-out.

Long story short, I came home from Australia with a new-found appreciation of quality products.  I don’t want to hurt anything, not in the makeup I wear or the food I eat.  I found my mom’s old stock of Arbonne energy fizzy tabs, pocketed them, and brought them to Arizona and live off of them at work. (Sorz mom.)  Lisa is an amazing person and, upon hearing of my destitute self sleeping on my new roommate’s couch and wearing the same rotation of clothes every other day, pooled her resources and got her friends to donate clothes, bedsheets, a lamp, kitchen supplies, etc.  She brought everything over, along with (bless her heart) Arbonne samples, and it got me thinking.

It got me thinking that, hey, Arbonne is a legitimate company.  All organic and certified vegan, PH-correct and delicious.  And like I said, I’ve been a closet-user for a year.

All this to say…hey friends, I’m starting a business!  I’m going to be coaching whomever in the health and wellness department (Nutrition Communications is a degree at ASU!!!) and incorporating Arbonne products in my quest to better the world.

And, lets face it, making money on the side is not a negative thing. Especially since I would continue making money even whilst traveling abroad.

Friends, this is a company I genuinely believe in and am excited to share with you.  I’ll post links so that you, dear reader, may shop Arbonne online and see what I mean.  Also, contact me if you’re curious about a product and I’ll send you a sample.   And if you want to make some money on the side (because like, who doesn’t?) don’t hesitate to contact me. Arbonne has something for everyone; men, women and children, and its all the best quality possible.

I’m just getting started, so bear with me. I haven’t officially signed up yet (because you make more money signing up with a few friends!) but when I do, I’ll share more info about it all.  Also, if you have any advice, I’d love to hear it.

Bandwagon…sheesh.  I’ll be driving this wagon in no time. ;)

On another note, CST published part one of my Australia/wwoof memoir!  Woohoo!!!  Page 38.

http://news.citysuntimes.com/

 

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*I’m not 100% sold. I’m reading other consultant’s experiences and trying to make an informed decision. Just…fyi. I haven’t downed the cool-ade quite yet.

Fossil Creek

 

My potential new roommate, her brother, and I went spur-of-the-moment to Fossil Creek yesterday.

Fossil Creek is amazing. I don’t know how I’ve lived in Arizona the past eight years and not experienced it. It’s near Strawberry and Payson, and you drive on this dirt road and park up at the top of this desert/forest mountain to start. I’m not used to that; I usually hike up to a destination and down, exhausted, to the car.  Fossil Creek tricks you.

It took about an hour and fifteen to get down the mountain, poor Kira running from one shady spot to another. The trail comes down to an oasis, where a couple people stop and just play in the creek there.

Don’t just stop and play in the creek there.

It gets so much better! We walked another fifteen minutes or so and came to a waterfall, where other twenty-somethings were throwing themselves over into the churning water beneath and then floating to a boulder.  I carried Kira to the other side since the current was too strong, and oohed and ahhed at the waterfall.

The Potential New Roommate and her brother were at the top of the fall getting ready to jump in. I’d already pardoned myself for not jumping; I hadn’t brought a swim suit, I wanted to stay with Kira, blah blah blah.  However, watching the PNR and her brother up there, encouraging her to jump, wasting my camera battery keeping it poised for the moment of truth…I knew I had to do it.

Its not that I feel like I have something to prove, or I want to be a badass and jump off waterfalls.  I just need to do these things, for me.

When I was a little kid we went to a beach in California where elephant seals migrated to every year. They beached themselves on the shore to have their babies, fight each other, and mate. No particular order. The first time we discovered this, my family did the whole “no trespassing sign? What no trespassing sign?” thing and hung out on the beach, feet away from these massive animals.  My dad even got my brothers to sneak up and touch the things.  He tried to get me to do it, but I was, like, six, (and wise!) and wouldn’t do it.  We left that afternoon and I remember feeling sick to my stomach with regret; I should’ve touched one of the seal’s tails. My dad would’ve protected me! I would’ve been fine! My four-year-old baby brother did it!  I burst into tears and begged to go back, but we were too far.  And the rest of migration season we couldn’t make it back.

Finally, the next year, we made the drive and I determined to touch a flipping elephant seal.

Do you know what’s coming? Are you already disappointed? Ugh, I am just telling you about it.  We arrived at the beach and, lo and behold, there was a fence and a park ranger patrolling that fence.  There was no way to get around him and his khaki shorts.  Every year thereafter there were khakis and that damned fence, and I will probably never get another opportunity to touch an elephant seal.

All this to say, I found a stranger to hold Kira’s collar and I propelled myself off the waterfall.  Twice.

It was terrifying standing up there! It was exhilarating to free-fall.  It was fulfilling to float with the current to the boulder everyone was chilling on.

I was congratulated and then shown this massive cave in the water, with another cave under the water in the big cave.  We’re planning on returning with goggles and more snacks (adrenaline apparently makes you hungry like the wolf), and a completely charged camera battery.

You need to check this place out! Fossil Creek is amazing, a little known heaven away from the crowds of easier-to-get to play areas.  As PNR’s brother observed, there were no whiny kids running around* or jerks leaving their garbage everywhere.

We even found a tarantula on the way out. For the win!

*Um, when I bring my children here they won’t be whiny.  Pinky-promise.

America; the Southerly regions.

Got this burning, burning, yearning feeling inside me.

I want to go to South America.

Two days ago I was melancholy thinking about it, because is there anything more selfish than traveling?  And yes, I realize this is the same ground I’ve trodden and crawled over and examined before, but it resurfaces every time wanderlust gets the better of me.

“Wanderlust is not passion for travel exactly; its something more animal and fickle – something more like lust.”
-Elizabeth Eaves
Wanderlust; a love affair with five continents.

“Travel is like adultery: one is always tempted to be unfaithful to one’s own country. To have imagination is inevitably to be dissatisfied with where you live. There is in men, as Peter Quennell said, “a centrifugal tendency.” In our wanderlust, we are lovers looking for consummation.”   
-Anatole Broyard

My melancholy is for this; traveling has virtually no “kingdom value”; its not explicitly blessing other people and the intentions for it are entirely self-centered; I want to see the world. I want to experience other cultures. I’m going to spend this money on my adventure.  Even I want to learn is selfish.

Then I realized, hello, do like all my friends do and volunteer abroad!! I started googling volunteer opportunities in Peru, Ecuador, Brazil, etc. Orphans, widows, wildlife, oh my!  I even, to my shame, looked into short-term missions trips.

This didn’t last very long because my conscience won’t allow it.

For one thing, I don’t believe in short-term missions trips. And neither do the real missionaries. Sure, we of the white western descent love to serve the less fortunate. Every summer you can see the suburban missionaries parade into Mexico, Argentina, Belize, etc. with their kids’ crafts and their Jesus stickers, leaving in their wake some good memories, emotional highs/lows, and a quiet dependence. We the Fortunate bring home good memories, emotional highs/lows, and lessons learned. We may even carry along a gnawing feeling that our missional vacation didn’t actually do any lasting good.  Maybe we’re the only ones who benefited from it.

Plus, all that money raised and spent on our “life-changing” mission trips could fund a real missionary’s family for months, possibly the whole year.

Check out; http://www.theveryworstmissionary.com/2011/09/using-your-poor-kid-to-teach-my-rich.html

Enough on that for now.

The second reason I despaired over my voluntourism ideas is because its just that – voluntourism. Its simply a way for me to go do my selfish traveling and feel justified in doing so. “Its for a cause”, I whine. It would just be a way for me to feel good about myself, maybe a bit self-righteous too.  Its not that I actually care about people; I just don’t want to feel guilty.

The revelation of which caused more despair, and I threw myself onto the couch.

“Woe is despicable me!”

Also, I don’t believe our volunteer efforts do much good.  We ought to be empowering and building community from the inside out, not strutting in and laying out the blueprints.  We usually ought to not do for the poor what they can (and should) do for themselves. Check out http://www.whenhelpinghurts.org/

I’m reading the book and it is blowing my mind.

So where does one turn? What does one do?

We’re supposed to live in service to others, as blessings to others, and point them away from ourselves and to the Lord.  So how?  And what do you do with wanderlust?

So I phoned a friend.  That friend being, of course, my father, who quoted Slingblade at me (“That Frank, he lives inside of his own heart. That’s an awful big place to live in.”) and told me to just go to South America for kicks and giggles.

Not that my dad is the authority on all things moral, but it’s nice to have parents who are encouraging.  Even if they’re encouraging a directionless, experience-grasping existence. ;)

In all seriousness though, how do you feel about traveling for fun?  How do you feel about short-term missions and voluntourism?

I came to the conclusion in Oz that traveling wasn’t sin and in fact does much good.  For example, teaching appreciation for all people and learning that Amurica’s way of life is not only not the only way out there, but also not necessarily the best.  And remember Warriuka? I was able to volunteer at two camps, one of which was dangerously low on leaders.  So what do you say to that?

I would rather be honest with myself, with God and with you, about my reasons for going somewhere or doing something. I can’t pretend its for anything other than learning, fun, and to experience the complexities, the beauties and tragedies, of creation. I’d rather not try to pull one over on you, on God, and even on myself.  I want truth at any cost.  I’d feel more guilt as an imposter.

And you know what? I even have a friend who wants to go with.  He’s a complicated friend, but a friend nonetheless, and I can’t imagine a better vagabonding partner.

All this to say…

I have four dollars in the account now, but the account is called Chile, and friend, it will grow.

http://www.wwooflatinamerica.com/

BFD

Speaking of friends being more important than money, I flipped the metaphorical bird at getting enough sleep for work last night and proved to myself that I can, indeed, work at my old job and still have a social life.  Here’s some fun from last night’s Breakfast For Dinner at the Nuplex.

Mimosas in mason jars…it actually doesn’t get any cooler.

How we do.

Meet the new boss…same as the old boss.

Bus route 81.

Today is Friday, Friday, gotta get down on Friday, and my second official day of working.  All year.

Whoa, I just realized that. I literally haven’t earned any money this year until yesterday.
I’m making this money, this glorious, tangible, functional money, at the job I vowed to n’er return to.

Stolkholm Syndrome (http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Stockholm_syndrome) is the way I’d classify my relationship to my work, at least six months ago when I left it. It is truly such a brutal job, and my managers so ruthless, that my affections for it and them can be explained by nothing else.

Serving is wild in its own right, and breakfast serving has its own weird niche.  It is by-far the quirkiest place I’ve ever been employed, with unique and unforgettable characters. The drama! My god, was there drama here.

I think because I love a good story and love even more a good character, I became obsessed with work. I couldn’t stop thinking about the crazy stuff that happened on the floor or in the kitchen. I loved it.

I loved the hierarchy; how hostesses acted like high and mighty hot shots, telling us about spots we’d missed and drinks we needed to deliver. I loved how we blew them off because, psh, they were hourly, the dear things. I loved how Rafa, the only male server, consistently hated every customer he served and every new girl he trained. I loved how the cooks cussed picky customers out in Spanish and called the dishwashers cruel names, and then helped them do the dishes because that’s just what you do. I loved that we servers never threw each other under the bus.

The defiant camaraderie. I loved it.

Oh, and remember how we weren’t allowed (this is a Real Rule) to be friends with each other, and we felt like such badasses because we’d go get sushi and go play soccer and bitch about work together? Remember when we pulled the ultimate “Come at me, bro” and went in to eat at our restaurant, together, when we all three had the day off? And remember feeling like such a rebel when we asked the cooks if they wanted something to drink, in Spanish?!? (Talking to the cooks is not allowed. Spanish is not allowed either. The audacity!)

Remember trying to even out our bicep muscles because our rights were getting all beefy from tray-carrying while our lefts stayed scrawny?  Remember serving nightmares?!?

Remember desperately vying for the Management’s approval and the absolute validation when they, say, let us try the new pancake batter mid-shift? Oh my gosh, remember when he made cornbread and we ate it while finishing our side-work?

Those were good times!

Since coming back, all these quirky little memories and attitudes are coming back to me. Its hilarious right now, but there is context that must be added; the owners of my restaurant really are harsh. Those of us who stuck around (there were three, and then I became one) barely bothered learning the new girl’s names; they’d usually be fired within two weeks. The reason we were so giddy over good times with The Management is because it was usually terrifying to be near them, or to even know they were watching us on the security cameras.  They could be unpredictable. One minutes they’re making jokes with you and the next they’re pissed because you got too comfortable. And friend, they will put you back in your place.

I lived this place. Like, my whole life was lived relative to Work. I made sure to get to sleep as early as possible, I made sure I wore expensive makeup and jeans (as I was told to by The Management), etc. And it was such a Life-comsuming job. Five, sometimes six, days a week as a pancake slave for Scottsdale Snowbirds, for my controlling and terrifying managers. I talked about Work every time I opened my mouth, it was just so dang interesting.

And by interesting, I mean mind-numbingly boring to everyone but myself and my coworkers. My brother eventually snapped and said he didn’t want to hang out with me anymore; all I talked about was Work.

It was fun though, to have this Secret while I was at work. The secret being that, if I played my cards right and didn’t get fired, I’d have the ultimate last laugh. I was going to Australia. And I was going to do it by their own sketchy standards; g

iving them two weeks notice verses what I’d have done in a normal job and telling them as soon as I bought the ticket.

There’s more to this. Important notes are, I won. I got the last laugh. They asked me when I was planning on buying a car and I said, “I’m not. I bought a plane ticket to Australia instead. I leave Arizona in two weeks and won’t be back until April. Suck my balls*.”

*Slightly fabricated.

So anyway, I’m back. My reasoning is that I’m poor and already know the game here; no training necessary. And it makes money like you wouldn’t believe. So much has changed in my absence; Rafa’s the only server I know, as the others freed themselves after my abrupt and triumphant peacing-out.

I have set up barriers so as not to become as involved as I’d been before; I’m only working four days a week. Hold me accountable, friends, because you’re more important than money.

I’m going to learn how to work like a dog and still maintain relationships outside of work.  We’re going to do it right this time.

I’m also struggling because shouldn’t work be meaningful? Shouldn’t the place we invest this much time and energy glorify God somehow? And help people? Serve them, I say with tongue in cheek.

Lets explore this sometime soon, ok?

Kira

When I was sixteen years old I convinced a dog rescue to break the law for me.

Here’s how that happened;
I wanted a dog.  I wanted a dog the way some women start wanting babies. I read every book on dog behavior and psychology I could find. I scoured breeders’ websites and I researched bloodlines. I attended agility and conformation shows and imagined hiking, walking, driving, playing guitar, snuggling, with my dog.

I was basically lovesick over the idea of my very own Czech/German Shepherd, and I saved up two-thousand dollars to buy one.

Go big or go home.

Reality starting hitting (that dog would be difficult to carry home if she got hurt, and would my future apartment complex be wary of such an animal?) and then my conscience kicked into overdrive. With millions of dogs and puppies euthanized every year, who did I think I was contributing to an overpopulation problem?

Thus, the quest for the perfect mutt was embarked upon.

I want to make this story short(er), so I’ll spare you much in the way of details, but you do have to know that I’d all-but given up when I shambled into Petsmart for rat food. They had adoptions that day (who’d have thought) and this wiggling black ball of energy immediately caught my attention. The pure joy radiating out of this puppy was magnetic. I picked her up, she slathered my chin in slobber, and I was a goner.  They told me she was called “Coco”.

…and that she was called for!  Devastated, I refused to consider her siblings and pouted all the way home. I’m pretty sure I assumed the world was ending, there was no god, and the next step was nihilism. I spent the next day wallowing in self-pity. Exasperated, Mom and Dad forced me into the van to go look at Coco’s siblings.

No other puppy measured up. We were about to leave when the foster mom announced that the people who wanted “Coco” didn’t fit adoption requirements and God still existed.

As I was underage, it was illegal for me to adopt the puppy, so my parents filled out the application.

We waited for the response.

The response was, “I’m sorry, but you both are way too irresponsible to own a dog.”

True story.

This began an epic battle in which I sought to convince them that though my parents were less than stellar at adulthood, I was a pro.  I had my friends’ parents and my babysitting clients call the rescue to sing my praises.  I sent them emails explaining the dog behavior books, the agility courses I intended for my dog, my bank balance. I was a fury of puppy-wanting lunacy.

They were impressed, but it was illegal, and good luck on my ventures.

So I played dirty. I sent them pictures of the dog crate, of the bowls, the leash, the park. I showed them the apartment complex in Colorado I was intending to move to after graduation.  I sent them a detailed schedule of a typical day.

Friends, I am persistent.

They called to tell me that some rules were meant to be broken, and could I pick her up Christmas day?

I thanked my ninth-grade speech and debate class and Coco became Kira.

Lets fast-forward four and a half years.

The emotional turmoil spawned from what to do about the dog has been astronomical.

I’m a twenty-one year old scratching by in a college-town condo. I am going to be working two jobs (oh frick, I have to tell you about that!) and trying to have solid hang-out times with friends. I want to travel. I want to go out dancing.  Dogs are expensive in deposits and extra-rent.

And the family that was watching Kira while I gallivanted in Australia wants to keep her. They said “please please please” and listed their stable home environment, the daily bike-rides, the three doting children, and the acres of land, among other things, to persuade me that their home was a good one for Kira.

I’ve never been so torn. On one hand they are right, and on the other hand, my God, can you imagine coming back from another country, reeling from the trip and detached from one’s culture, and not having the dog as some semblance of familiarity?  Instant home; just add dog.

Many tears shed, many nights spent tossing, and much what-is-love rhetoric later, and I spent Sunday morning in the lawn outside of church waiting for the family to give me back Kira.

Kira yelped and cried and spun around in circles. I was slightly less emotional.  Slightly.

So I don’t know if I’m doing the right thing, or if there even is a right thing.  I know the family that took care of her is devastated (although, hello, I’m certainly not shocked to give back the children I am paid to babysit), and I know that things will be more difficult for both Kira and I here.  But I also know that there is nothing that brings me more joy than watching this dog run around like a maniac, and nothing feels more like home than my routines with Kira.

Its a selfish kind of love, and I don’t know what to make of that.

What would you have done? Honestly?

“Its funny if it wasn’t my life.”

Republished, because apparently someone liked it (in the fifteen minutes it was On Air).

Ok friends, I’m just going to hang it all out there. Good, bad and ugly.

The good? I basically am employed at Starbucks and am hopeful about a number of breakfast restaurants.  I’m itching to get back in the game of making money.

I’ve paid rent this month for my new condo. In fact, I’m about to move in. Just waiting on the ride.

I’m selling my fancypants ipad for $300 to a coworker. $300 is also what I paid in rent this month, so that’s fun.

I’m picking up my Best Dog, Kira, from her would-be dognapper (not exagerating) on Sunday. Yay! Yay yay yay!!! We are going to hike and play at the Papago (dog) Park and snuggle.

I still have $400 of the $1000 I came back to America with in the bank.

My new roommates and I cooked our first dinner last night and we are going to get along.

That newspaper I was writing little ads for? They want me to do a two-part series on WWOOFing and my travels in general.  Actually, you can go ahead and file this under pees-your-pants Excited.

The Australians haven’t forgotten me.

The bad?
Before Australia I had a minor stroke (I know) and against my intuition let the paramedics and my then roommate talk me into going to the ER. I sat in the room, they told me I don’t have insurance, I booked it the fuck out of there, and came home to almost $600 in debt.  I spent this morning with Extension #703 pleading my case and crying, and my brother told me to basically tell them to shove it.  I now have this on my record, or something, like a criminal. I’m not sure how this whole debt thing works, as I have a stellar financial background (gobless Dave Ramsey), so this is going to be an interesting little sparring match.

The aforementioned old roomie is getting married and is needy.  Not needy in a totally negative way, as they are legitimate needs.  She needs me at her bachelorette party, the waxing (yup), her nail-painting thingy, her rehearsal dinner, the hair/makeup doing the day of the wedding itself. I’m ecstatic to be in her wedding, I am. I’m just overwhelmed by the less-than-romantic aspects of the Real World.

Much adult beverage has been consumed in the last week and a half.  Whoops.

The ugly?
What the hell is going on with this acne?!?!?